Waiting

Waiting for spring
Waiting for doctor's visits to pass by quickly
Waiting for vacations and/or mission trips
Waiting to see if Meeko will finally beat his infection
Waiting and hoping that work will be better next year

Waiting, waiting, waiting......how is it that we so quickly get caught up in the waiting game? I am at the moment. I'm waiting for so many things. I wish I were not. I wish I were enjoying this very single moment. I remember my old roomate and friend Brian, who died in 2005. He was always living every single minute. He, of course, had his down times too, but he was always up for an adventure. He knew his life would be short. We don't know that, but it's a possibility. You get stuck always looking ahead instead of being in the now. The funny thing is you can fall so easily into the waiting game, but it's just as easy to climb your way back out. I'm going to stop "waiting" and instead try to live right here in the present in HOPE.

Hopeful for a beautiful spring
Hopeful and brave for no fainting at the doctor
Hopeful to enjoy our time together before our trips
Hopeful and postive that Meeko is so close to being in the clear
Hopeful that work can be better maybe even this year